I
wrote this album to let out all the pain and confusion I was feeling
during a very difficult time of my life - music's always helped keep
me sane...
I turned into music my feeling of not being adequate to this world; the shock
of seeing the horrors human beings can perpetrate when I saw some documentaries
on nazism and realized that the very same kinds of things still go on in many
parts
of
the world, even if on a smaller scale and under different names; the accident
I had at the beginning of 2005 with a chainsaw that split one side of my face
in half, and the notion that some scars carve pain deeper into us and are
harder
to
cure
than those of the body; the desire for bad times as hard as a winter to
end; my attempts at understanding some of the things that were going on around and inside of me; the
loneliness I felt in that place where nobody could reach me; the feeling that
all was wrong; my willingness to do all it took to straighten things out; and
the
sensation
that
sometimes
in
life
even
light
seems
to
be
black...
Released
by SynGate
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